what should we do on my birthday?

Next monday is my birthday. Bad day to have many plans since it is a working day and that we can't drink us full because of tuesday. One of my close friends has birthday exactly the same day and we are trying to plan what we should do. We want to have lots of fun and at the same time not spend too much money. Should we go to bowling or cinema or restaurant? I wish I would win in lotto so I could do whatever I wanted and I could buy all of the things on my birthday wish list: Here are some of the things I wish for my birthday:

Bruce Air ticket has been always on my wish list
even though it is not available now :(

La Prairie Marine Biology day/night fluid
this makes my skin like crystal :)

Since I am spending lots of money to buy lotto
I would not mind if people buy me 10 weeks lotto coupon

I loooove Hayao Miyazaki cartoons
I want all the collection :)

I want a training thing, well treadmill is the best
but I will be happy with a bike too

Woooosh! This is the cutest dog in the world. I have
always wished to have a dog but I know I am not going to get as gift :(

I loooove to buy clothes from Victoria's Secret. I would love
gift card at any price :)

And if I had won in lotto I would buy the bag I have dreamt to have
My favorite Chanel 2.55!

Lady Gaga's new album

I just love Lady Gaga. Even if she is not pretty, she is just sexy by her actions, her personality and her music and style. I love her because she has her own style and she is very open in her interviews. Besides her songs are very energizing and I love to listen to them anytime. I loved her first album even if there were some songs that were not exactly my type, but after listening to her second album I was like *wow*! Amazing album! All songs are just soooo amazing. Now I have become a bigger fan! Here are some of the cool songs from her second album:

X factor Norway

Sitting and watching X Factor Norway. All of these boys and girls are really good. It is so hard to say who is the best. Everytime there are some who have the best perfomance and some are unlucky with the bad song choice. It would be cool if we knew more about the personalities of these guys and girls, so I could have another reason to vote for them, because I think a good artist must have a good personality too.
But anyway all are good, so whoever wins its deserved. Here are some of very funny videos from the audition.







And here's my favorite audiotion! Absolutely amazing voice! I cried when one of the judges voted her out:

No dieting for a day!

Sometimes I reaaally wish that I could eat as much as I want and stay thin, but unfortunately I am exactly that type that I get fat even by breathing and drinking water.No matter what I do I go up in weight. The only thing that I do is eating healthy and at least try as hard as possible to lose weight and hold my weight in balance. In the last months I have given up on many things and I can't control myself when I see chocolate. The worst is when I get sad, stressed and depressed. Because then I really start to eat like pig out of control! Now, right now I have come from work and I am tired and alone and depressed so I started to eat Chocolate pudding with vanilla sauce. The only thing that I hope is to get a treadmill or a dog as birthday or Christmas present.

Is there God or there is not?

This photo is one of my friend's favourite photos
She always had problems and she thought life sucks

Sometimes I wonder if there is God or Not. The problem is that I feel punished most of the time because of all the problems that I have in my life. I am talking about SERIOUS problems. YES *SERIOUS*!! Is it God who is punishing me with this all *shit* that happens to me? Why? I really think I have not done anything bad. I reaaaally think so. All I do in life is trying to be good, be kind, be caring, helping, not lying... but why is all this shit happening to me? I start to think there must be No God! Absolutely not! Or should I believe in God and hope that he would help me through this *shit*. Or were I just born unlucky? Or have other people such kind of serious problems in life too? They seem very happy, I mean people around me. I really cannot pretend that I have it well. Life sucks!! Really sucks! And there is no solution! Why should my life be like this?

Exfoliator day

Sundays are my exfoliator day since it is usually the only day that I have extra time for extra face and body care. After I scrub my face, it is becoming perfectly soft and clean for a perfect make-up for rest of the week. Here are some of my favourite face and body exfoliators:

Shiseido body salt scrub
perfect if you have cellulites

Chanel body scrub
The best smelling scrub that you can find

Biotherm Celluli laser body scrub
Perfect if you have cellulites

Clarins lip scrub
Perfect to remove dry skin from your lips

Chanel hydrating face scrub
Makes the face very soft

Dr. Brandt face scrub
Probably one of the best you can get made of Crystals

Guerlain face scrub
Makes the face soft and reduces pores

Jimmy Choo collection

Everyyear I see this large crowd of women around H&M shops waiting many hours in the queue to buy collection of famous designers who have made clothes for H&M.This year was Jimmy Choo. Even though I love Jimmy Choo and I loved the clothes and shoes that he had designed for H&M, I can't understand the point of wearing something that absolutely all people in street are wearing the same. Living in a small country like Norway and a very small city like Oslo with 2-3 main streets, I find it difficult to find cheap clothes and be unique. I have nothing against H&M and I think they have some nice cute clothes every season but even if the price of Jimmy Choo clothes were half of the price I would not buy them and I would rather save money for 1 year to buy a real Jimmy Choo shoes and clothes that I knew not many people have or maybe I would save money for a nice pair of Louboutin.

Diane Von Furstenberg dress

Paul & Joe sister dress

Jimmy Choo for H&M

Very nice Valentino shoes

Unique Louboutin shoes

Jimmy Choo shoes



And here are Jimmy Choo shoes for H&M