Sometimes it is too hard to think positive when many things go bad and when you expect everything to go well then everything goes shit instead. I am that kind of person that easily starts to think negative and I get irritated when people around me say *think positive!* It is not easy! I think these people have it very well and they just don't understand what shit I am in. Although it can be true sometimes, but I got another feeling after hearing that Alexander McQueen, one of the biggest designers of the world has commited suicide. It is truely sad! I think we people think that all these famous people are rich and happy, living a glamour life, but then you see that actually they are not as happy and lucky as they seem :( Then I start to appreciate my life and I think there are much worse things that can happen to me like what happened to people in Haiti or that Georgian athlete who died in olympic games :( I wish the world was perfect without any bad things and bad people!